Quite broken after my breakup

i am quite broken after my breakup..i am irritated n frustrated waiting for him to come back at any cost ..and i realised that staying this way i m hurting my parents and friends but i m not able to move on what should i do

I can't even talk to my family members

I have a problem where I can't even talk to my family members especially my cousins and aunts, uncles, (mom and dad is okay). I'm socially awkward and for some reason every time we go visit them no words could come from my mouth when I wanted to talk with them. Not to mention I've spent like, HOURS of doing nothing but watch my family interact whil...