Hi sister , i know that u have struggled a lot in your life but it is not imppssible for u to overcome from all this. I will appreciate u that u still have confidence on yourself and don’t loose it at any time. You can find a good job quickly so be have faith in yourself and in God then everything will be alright. Don’t fear for life but live happily life even in any critical situation. All d best for your bright future and u r always welcome to clarify your problems..