Why do u think that u have lost all that past thing. They are just changed for u. You don’t need any best frd other than ur husband. People will going to change sister according to their situations and time so nobody will going to be with u always other then ur husband and ur family. You are lucky to have such husband and family so give ur time for them then wasting it on other people. Its your life u don’t need to give ur precious time to such people who really don’t care about u. So be happy , take any decision after thinking thrice, everything will happens good for good people.