Reply To: i dont want to lose me



u are so emotionally dependent on him that u are only seeing the positive out of him when anybody will easily tell u by what u have writtern that for u he is not a good choice to be with. just find more ways to enjoy life and dont give up to alcohol or smoke. When u give up everytime and agree to whatever is being said then people can manipulate u and deep inside they might think u as a burden who cant take care of herself and will collapse without them. Take full responsibility of ur emotional life and understand ur happiness depends on your own thought process and not on anybody else.