Hi your problem is increasing more because of yourself only. Why you are demotivating yourself by comparing With others. Its not a big problem that u are fat but u has to make urself ready to face the challenges. So don’t think negative before doing the job. Nobody will help u to build ur future , u has to go forward and make it. First of all be strong in ur decisions, if u want to loose ur wait then do it by working little hard. Whatever happens in ur life take it as positive because nobody has perfect life, we have yo make it ourselves perfect first. So from now if u wanted to do anything do completely until it finish. All d best… U can clarify here if u still have anything in ur mind