hi shruti, i have gone through the enitre series of posts.i can truely understand what u r going thru as i have too gone thru all this or may be still going thru this deeply in heart. But shruti no matter what one have to admit the truth. U r left wid no option else accepting the reality and behaving accordingly. U just concentrate on ur work,dont let urself free for a single moment. Ur extremely busy life right now can only help u to overcome the situation and importantly STOP following that guy. ACT STRONG IT IS FOR UR MENTAL & EMOTIONAL PEACE ONLY. LET UR MIND DOMINATE UR FEELINGS RIGHT NOW. This is only the way u can let urself free from this state of depression.