#15345

Annabella
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Hi, i am 23 year old women, IN SHORT I AM TOTAL FAILURE IN EVRYTHING, I AM 24HRS CONFUSED, EXTREMELY LOW SELF CONFIDENT, I HAVE BEEN DIAGNOSED AS ADHD SYNDROME. I AM ALWAYS HYPER, VERY POOR IN DECISION MAKING, DONT KNOW HOW TO REACT TO DIFFERENT SITUATION. ALSO VERY LOW SELF ESTEEM.
I AM TOTAL WRECK, I HAVE BEEN THE UNLUCKIEST GIRL, TRUST ME. MY PARENTS DONT UNDERSTAND ME A BIT, NOT EVEN 1%. THY COMPARE ME WITH OTHERS, THY CALL ME UGLY 24HRS, I DNT UNDERSTAND WHY?????, COZ I ALWAYS ATTRACT MANY MALES WHEREVER I GO.

I HAVE NO IDEA WAT TO DO WITH MY LIFE, I HAVE JUST FINISHED B.Tech, & I AM JOBLESS, I TRIES LIKE HELL, BUT I AM NOT GETTING ANY JOB, THIS HAS MADE ME MORE WORSE. I AM 24HRS IRRITATED, FURIOUS, LOST INTEREST IN MY HOBBIES TOO.
SOMETIMES I GET VERY WEIRD THOUGHTS.

I NEVER HAD A SINGLE STEADY FRIENDS NOR BOYFRIENDS, ALL I NEED IS
TO SOMEONE UNDERSTAND ME & PRESCRIBE ME MEDICINE FOR MY BLOODY ADHD SYNDROME.

I WANT TO RUNAWAY FROM THIS COUNTRY, BUT I DNT HAVE ANY GODDAMN MONEY NOT BRAINS. I TRIED MANY TIMES BUT FAILED. BECAUSE THIS COUNTRY HAS GIVEN ME NOTHING EXCEPT GRIEF,PAIN, DESPAIR.

I DESPERATELY WANNA START NEW LIFE IN SOME NEW COUNTRY, NOT HEAR.
PLZ HELP ME IF U CAN.