i Dont know if i am right or wrong but i am trying to express my views…
1) You are still not ready to accept dat your gal has left you.. n indirectly or directly you are blaming ur fmly financial condition fir it dats y u have started living aloof n away from ur fmly. TRY TO STOP… N SPENT TIME WD FMLY..CAUSE ONLY FMLY SUPPORT U IN ALL UPS N DOWNS NO ONE ELSE.. ALWAYS REMEMBER DIS
2) life is life n not films we often grow up wd loads of fantacy dreams but truth of life is bitter ..n if god (alllah) has destined some thing we need to acept. -START UR PRAYERS FROM TODAYS EVEN IF U DONT FEEL GOOD. ITS SAYING IF U CRY DURING PRAYERS UR NEGETIVITY IS COMING OUT.. LET UR PAIN , FAILURE , UNFULFILLED DREAMS PAIN COME OUT …. IT WILL MAKE U FEEL RELAXED (INNER HAPINESS)
DONT STOP PRAYING…..N BELEIVE ON OWN. GOD BLESS …..
WE OFTEN LOOSE HEART WHEN WE FACE PROBLEM IN OUR OWN LIFE….. BUT REMEMBER ALL ARE UNHAPPY N STRUGGLING IN SOME OR OTHER WAY,BUT WE OFTEN FEEL GOD IS UNKIND TO US(ME) DEN REMEMBER “GOD TAKES EXAMS OF HIS CHILD WHOM HE LOVE MOST”