i find it difficult to move on completely. thoughts keep coming everytime. the time we spent and just everything. now i feel it was all an illusion. our engagement was bout to take place. but i never knew he had such things in mind. he wud always say me ” if i marry u society will laugh at me as u dont have a job and all my frnds spouse are IAS or doctor”. he wud say “il marry only if u get IAS “. it was all very torturous. during the end days of our relationship he had started abusing me and criticising from head to toe.