There is nothing happend to feel bad about u, don’t take any kindness by others and definitely don’t care the people who laughs they are unmatured. U just had a bad time thats it , not only u everyone will have bad times in their lifes. That teaches u a good lesson for future. Now u have the ability to understand different type of people thats it so don’t feel bad for someone who didn’t done anything for u, just take care of urself and u are richer by having lovable family and frds so live for them , live the life how wanted to leave…