Firstly, thank you so much for ur advice.
As for hobbies, I do draw and write a lot. But being in a bad mood really affects my creativity and recently it seems i m either just screaming at my parents or crying on my own. So its hard for me to concentrate in my art or my writing. In fact I used to vent out my stress by writing about but I have been unable to write a single sentence in the past year. It frustrates me even more.
I have taken your advice and taked to my only close friend. It did make me feel better.
Thank you so much. A real reply means so much more than an automated message. I appreciate it.