I can understand & feel your pain. But my friend I would suggest you, not to waste your life for someone who don’t deserve you. Relationship is a 2 sided need it can not be driven by just one person. I would suggest you to get involved into more social gathering, reading books, watching movies with friends, it will lessen your pain. Do not feel like victim just think, It was fate which no one except god can avoid. So start a new relationship & hope for the best. Till the time you are alive, never think life is over, there is always a new opportunity waiting for you.