iam a widow and I love my hubby who passed away about 7 years back. I have no children. Iam running a institution in small town with 300 strength and iam reputed women in my town. Mean while i continued my studies , after my hubbys demise with the help of friends. Iam too close with one of my friend cum collegue, we started a relation. He is married and having children. I know it was wrong but I cant help. now my problem is I cannot resist my thoughts towards him and I pressurize him to spend with me for more time. Sometimes I can control. but most of the times I cant. pl. help me to come out of this relation without disturbing myself and my friendly relation with him.