the guy I have been in love with from childhood is getting married to someone else. its a one sided love but I just cant let go. I feel like its the end of the world cos I always dreamt of him as my husband. now watching him become hers is too painfull. I cant stop thinking of him. I so wish I was her. will I ever be able to fall in love with anyone else? will I ever get over this? how can I be happy again?