Inspite of having people around I feel lonely I heave friends and lovely family but I don’t feel connected with anyone. I fell in love didn’t work out the guy is not talking to me anymore it’s on and off. Making excuses. Which makes me feel if I’m the one who made it all awkward. I don’t know what to think. I’m very confused. There is a huge void I feel. No social satisfaction no work satisfaction I feel like robot working strictly under orders and that’s it.