I want to get out of self centerred ness . I get sick of people when they don’t care about me . I just want to be happy . I help people because I am going to get something in return . If am I wont help any when . When I am good I feel superior and and down I feel inferior . I use friends for my purpose and when they find it out they move out presently I have very few friends . I am insecure pathetic feel like looser . Cant do anything in life . I am sucking people I hurting the ones who trust me .