I come from a small town. I prepared for 2 years in Nagpur for my IIT-JEE. Sadly, i performed poorly in all my engineering entrances and got into a pathetic engineering college. At the same time, my friends git into IITs and BITS and NITs… Now i am a graduate out of college and preparing for civil services. Sometimes when i see my friends getting so much ahead in life and i only being stuck, i feel depressed and i am then unable to even study for my civil services. The feeling that if i fail in civil services now will totally throw me to a place where i would perhaps not even be able to socialize with my friends and letting my family down again and again inspite being given best environments and coaching to study is eating me. What should i do to get over this.